Sometimes you get so used to the hurts and disappointments that happiness surprises you. You’re so accustomed to people leaving that you can’t believe that someone will always be there.
As I write I feel like crying, I feel like crying because I’m so happy and honestly I’m in awe. I’m in awe that I was married on Friday. I’m in awe that my dream has finally come to a reality (thank you Francesca for the perfect wording). I’m in awe that I have everything I wanted in my husband. I didn’t settle.
I am so thankful to God. I never desired to be a wife before I gave my life to Christ. I thank God for making me want what He wants. I thank Him for working on me so that I can be a suitable helpmate to my husband, and I thank Him for giving us a real love. It’s so real, strong and powerful that just thinking about it makes me want to cry.
I love the Lord so much, I love my husband so much, I love our family so much, and I’m so excited about our future. I am so thankful to all of the support and love we’ve received. I won’t call names but you know who you are. There are times in our lives when we’ll simply need the right people around us more than anything. I’m so thankful to God for blessing me with the relationships that I need.
I’m a married woman. Dreams do come true.