Need help deciding whether to leave or stay? If so, don’t ask me. I don’t have a clue. It’s always been easy for me to leave, but I do sit and wonder if I sometimes leave prematurely. I’m being honest.
Do I leave because I know deep down that it’s not meant? Or, do I leave because I don’t have the patience to deal with the bull? It could be bull or could it also be that things just need to be sorted and worked out? Do I know how to stick around and sort all the tough stuff out?
Maybe patience is my problem? Or, maybe I know I can do better. Maybe I don’t want to tolerate trouble? Or, maybe I’m unrealistic in what I’m wanting? I don’t know, but I do know that it’s time I figure it out.
I do know that I’ve been loved. I’ve been loved and I still left. I left for various reasons, all good reasons. Trust me- I think. But now I wonder if I have a problem with staying? Do I leave too soon?
It could be that I’m wise enough to leave before it gets too bad. I’m thankful that I haven’t gone through any traumatic situations in relationships, and I know that’s real. Maybe I’m leaving and saving myself from major heartbreak. I don’t know.
Has this post confused you? Or, can you relate? Maybe you can help me. Shoot, I don’t know that either.