I Never Imagined…

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I never imagined that it would be so hard to let go of my singleness.

Women don’t want to be single, do we?  I just embraced being single while longing for my husband.

Maybe I embraced it a little too well.

It seems that my marriage could be right around the corner, but I’m afraid to let go of my singleness.

It seems that I’m associating being single with being free.

Someone please talk some sense into me.

When I’m married I’ll still be free, right?  Free in love, free in Christ, and free to live.

Why am I scared?  Have I glamourized being single?  Have I gotten too comfortable?

I’ve been single so long I’ve adjusted quite well.  Guess I’ve gotten much too comfortable.

I know I don’t want to be old and lonely, but right now I don’t need help to the bathroom.

Where I am is not where I want to be.  I know without a doubt that being single is not God’s plan for me.

I never imagined that I’d struggle with committing and saying goodbye to the single life.

I guess any change requires an adjustment- even good change.  Well I’m adjusting that’s for sure.

Ok, ok I’m struggling.  Please pray for me.

I never imagined that it would be so hard to let go of my singleness.

One thought on “I Never Imagined…

  1. I totally understand….but i was born by myself hut never wanted to be by myself until I was forced by circumstances to embrace being by myself in order to learn I was never alone…..hope that makes sense……ponder this….

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