I don’t want what’s familiar in love. If I’ve seen it before I don’t want it again. There was a reason it didn’t work. I want something new.
I need something different. The ordinary things of the past failed. I need something that I haven’t had before. I need something new.
This affair started as something special, rare, and extraordinary. But now it’s turned into something I’ve seen before. I don’t want anything I’ve had before.
Mess ups, promises, vague expectations all of that I don’t need. I need something concrete, certain, and absolute. Anything else I don’t want because it’s familiar.
And I don’t want what’s familiar. I need something new.